BALANCE is an illusion

brighton_ride @ 2004-02-25T15:07:00

2004-02-25T21:09:07Z

i talked to kelsey on the phone for like 4 hours last night...
even though i havnt known her for long theres something there for her...

brighton_ride @ 2004-02-23T17:37:00

2004-02-23T23:37:39Z

You're Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds! You are in
your own world, but why does that have to be a
bad thing? Just make sure you can get up after
you trip...

Of The Many Great Ones, Which Beatles Song Are You?
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brighton_ride @ 2004-02-19T15:08:00

2004-02-19T21:08:14Z

I did it in 1</big></b> second.
I deserved an A++!!
Take the How Dexterous Are You? Quiz!!

brighton_ride @ 2004-02-16T14:25:00

2004-02-16T20:29:51Z

ok, this weekened was seriosly the best thing cause it was. NICK CAME HERERERE, AND HES NOT GONE YET!!!

good times hangin out in mah basement and the mall and random places like david carters house.

had some seriously fine girls come over and hang out for like 4 hours last night, then we got offered various drugs while walking home. oh man...

watched donnie darko this morning, very good movie but made us very very sad.

BAN THE TUBE TOP TONIGHT!!

brighton_ride @ 2004-02-06T10:13:00

2004-02-06T16:14:31Z

well, we got off school today for rain again. it was really funny, i was still asleep and my mom comes into my room and goes, wake up! school is cancelled! now go back to sleep!

brighton_ride @ 2004-02-05T17:28:00

2004-02-05T23:32:42Z

no one reads this except nick, emerson, and kelly. haha i love my friends<33333.seriously, you 3 are the best. the best ever. the best evereverevereverevereverevereverever.

nick is coming to see me next weekend. that will be very cool indeed. very cool indeed. very very cool very very cool indeed...indeed.

we got out today for rain...for rain? you ask, yes, for rain. they are so paranoid paranoid paranoid. paranoid android, in my head. they are so scurred of us. and the reain.

brighton_ride @ 2004-02-04T12:39:00

2004-02-04T18:39:43Z

i want to fly

brighton_ride @ 2004-01-30T20:06:00

2004-01-31T02:07:34Z

went to a LAN party today and kicked ass. hehe

wow, i didnt know who i was,

brighton_ride @ 2004-01-29T15:30:00

2004-01-30T00:00:49Z

(1) The singular most boring question: what is your name? David Michael Piefke esq.
(2) Are you happy with it? Yes
(3) Are you named after anyone? I believe I was named after King David.
(4) Are you a prostitute? Nope...only at nicks house...but thats for cookies
(5) Your screenname: HerLadysGrace
(6) Would you name a child of yours after you? No, because then whenever she went to school, they'd call her a fag (the girl kind.
(7) Then what would you name your children? Hsu and Chan, videogame designers extrodinaire. or just Alex.
(8) If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name be? i hope it would be kiersten, thats a cool ass name.
(9) If you could switch names with a friend, who would that be? My name is fun. I wantt o keep it bastard.
(10) Are there any mispronounciations/typos that people do with your name constantly? my last name- its piefke, like pifkey, but i get things like poofkie, pisskey, and ever phipher
(11) Would you drop your last name if you became famous? shit no, i love it, inb fact, id drop my first name and just be called piefke
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BASICS
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(12) Your gender: male
(13) Straight/gay/bi? GUURLIES
(14) Single? yes...my heart.
(15) Want to be? no, I miss her
(16) Your birthdate: August 6th 1988
(17) Your age: 15
(18) Age you act: I act like I'm 15 or 7 depending on my mood.
(19) Age you wish you were: 18
(20) Your height: 5'11"
(21) The color of your eyes: brown
(22) Happy with it? yeah
(23) The color of your hair: brown with natural blonde
(24) Happy with it? yes
(25) Left/right/ambidextrous? right
(26) Your living arrangement? mom dad sister, dog, and the giant squid infesting downstairs that I'm not allowed to talk about
(27) Your family: anyone who shares my blood, falcis, and the derellas
(28) Have any pets? jessie, my dog
(29) What's your job: taking showers
(30) Piercings? none
(31) Tattoos? none
(32) Obsessions? dungeons and dragons, counter strike, your mom
(33) Addictions? sushi
(35) Do you speak another language? i speak idiot and nerd
(36) Do you have a webpage? no
(37) Have a favorite quote? "not all who wonder are lost" and also "no matter how far, run for all youre worth, RUN"

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DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
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(38) Do you live in the moment? I do, tell me to do something crazy!
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? yes
(40) Do you have any secrets? many
(41) Do you hate yourself? baisically
(42) Do you like your handwriting?yes because no one else can read it
(43) Do you have any bad habits? yes, I chew my nails.
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people? nice shoes.
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? do you really want to watch this part 3
(46) What's your biggest fear? getting castrated, and losing kier
(47) Can you sing? a bit
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? nope, except a guy from battle royale once
(49) Are you a loner? yes, i feel disconected from teenage society at school
(50) What are your #1 priorities in life? love
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?id have a madd orgy with myself if i was a girl...
(52) Are you a daredevil? most of the time, yes
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? the fact that i have very low self esteem *same as nick*
(54) Are you passive or aggressive? no i am peaceful
(55) Have you got a journal? dumbass
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? strength=writing weakness=self esteem
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? the fact that I am not agod
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity.. one time in D&D there was a well that we had to crawl down, and a dire weasel attacked us to im not going down there
(59) How do you vent? i listen to ska
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong? no
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? yes
(62) Do you think life has been good so far? yes
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? conficious say, never pick butt and chew fingernails
(64) What do you like the most about your body? my hair is amazingly cool
(65) And least? my ass, i dont know why, but it makes ne cry
(66) Do you think you are good looking? hell no bitch
(67) Are you confident? nope
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like? shuya nanahara
(70) Are you perceived wrongly? once i was, then they were all, ok
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DO YOU...
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(71) Smoke? No
(72) Do you do drugs? No
(73) Read the newspaper? for current events
(74) Pray? yes, I pray to God.
(75) Go to church? not by choice
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you? yeah, i like to bug people i dont know
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals? yes, I have a blue bear haha
(78) Take walks in the rain? I usually but on a sportcoat and go around singing
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them? i try to make friends with everyone, and i do not hate anyone except this one kid from coral springs.
(80) Drive? yes
(81) Like to drive fast? yes...
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WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER...
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(82) Liked your voice? i dont like my voice
(83) Hurt yourself? i cut myself once, but that was when i was a loser
(84) Been out of the country? yes, 3 times
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick? yes
(88) Been in love? i am in love now
(89) Done drugs? no
(90) Gone skinny dipping? No
(91) Had a medical emergency? yes, asthma attack
(92) Had a surgery? yes, a kid slammed my head into a wall
(93) Ran away from home? no
(94) Played strip poker? no...no one wants to see me do that
(95) Gotten beaten up? no
(96) Beaten someone up? i broke a kids nose once
(97) Been picked on? yes, but i ignored them
(98) Been on stage? yes
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you
can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in
the morning, not to mention your breath? ive never drank
(100) Slept outdoors? Yes
(101) Thought about suicide? yes, recently, but i know ill never do that
(102) Pulled an all-nighter? many times
(103) If yes, what is your record? day and a half
(104) Gone one day without food? yes
(105) Talked on the phone all night? no
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex? yes, she was a good friend.
(107) Slept all day? yes
(108) Killed someone? no...hehehe
(109) Made out with a stranger? no
(110) Had sex with a stranger? no
(111) Thought you're going crazy? yes...
(112) Kissed the same sex? yes...nick...haha j/k
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex? hellz no...nick
(114) Been betrayed? yes...
(115) Had a dream that came true? no
(116) Broken the law? yeah, one time, i downloaded music from kazaa, and another time, i drove over the speed limit
(117) Met a famous person? kix books
(120) Have you ever killed an animal by accident? no
(121) On purpose? i kill mosquitoes, spiders, and bees
(145) Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? yeah, and i still feel like shit
(146) Stolen anything? no
(147) Been on radio/tv? yes
(148) Been in a mosh-pit? yes, and i got kicked in the shin, ouch.
(149) Had a nervous breakdown? yes, about a week ago.
(150) Considered religious vocation? i dont know what that means but i am going to become buddhist
(152) Bungee jumped? no
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back? yes, ive had one dream since i was 4

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CLOTHES
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(154) Shoe brand? converse chuck taylor, orange
(155) Brand of clothing? quicksilver, band tees, rip curl, lost, and hurley
(156) Cologne/perfume? tommy/nautica
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work? jeans and a tee shirt with my spiky belt and sometimes a sportcoat.
(158) How about parties? no one wants me at their parties except kelley.
(159) Wear hats? not often
(160) Judge other people by their clothing? wiggers
(161) Wear make-up? nope, clearasil sometimes
(162) Favorite place to shop? suncoast, pac sun, barnes and noble/borders
(163) Favorite article of clothing? my glasses, i dont know if that is an article of clothing or not but oh well
(164) Are you trendy? no, but thats a god song
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school? hell no, i had to once

- - - - -
BELIEFS
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(166) Believe in life on other planets? yes
(167) Miracles? yea
(168) Astrology? no
(169) Magic? no
(170) God? yes
(171) Satan? yes
(172) Santa? no
(173) Ghosts? nah
(174) Luck? yes
(175) Love at first sight? no
(176) Yin and Yang (that good can't exist without the bad)? yes, that is a fundamental part of my philosophy (karma)
(177) Witches? no
(178) Easter bunny? yes hehe
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? yes
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? yeah, one time my friend jonathin and i tried to get there and then we got tired and rode our bikes.
(181) Do you wish on stars? no, stars are burning balls of gas...ill wish on my flaming fart instead
- - - - -
DEEP THEOLOGICAL QUESTIONS
- - - - -
(182) Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? no
(183) Do you think God has a gender? no
(184) Do you think that science counteracts religion? no, if a god didnt want us to know this stuff, we wouldnt have the capacity for this knowlege
(185) Do you believe in organized religion? yes
(186) Where do you think we go when we die? i believe in reincarnation. and eventually we reach nirvana.
- - - - -
AMIGOS
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(187) Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? bisexual bob
(188) Who is your best friend? nick, neal, pedro, will, drew, scott
(189) Who's the one person that knows most about you? not sure
(190) What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? choose the path less travelled-robert frost
(191) Your favorite inside joke? do you think I closed the door...do you think I messed with the lock!
(192) Thing you're picked on most about? the fact that i am a loser
(193) Who's your longest known friend? jonathin
(194) Newest? richard
(195) Shyest? will
(196) Funniest? neal
(197) Sweetest? aww nicholas
(198) Closest? lots of close ones
(199) Weirdest? nick
(200) Smartest? stephen OI
(201) Ditziest? nick, moron
(202) Friends you miss being close to the most? scott wetzel
(203) Last person you talked to online? strangely, nick D
(204) Who do you talk to most online? kaelin m.
(205) Who are you on the phone with most? i hate talking on the phone
(206) Who do you trust most? i give trust to all, but some break it
(207) Who listens to your problems? god, led zeppelin
(208) Who do you fight most with? myself
(209) Who's the nicest? you mean the nicest ass or the nicest personality...well either way, thats nick
(210) Who's the most outgoing? johnny knoxville
(211) Who's the best singer? i dont find singing to be such an amazing talent
(212) Who's on your shit-list? the guy who shot john lennon
(213) Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend? i think one time me and nick sprayed aerosol so much in his room that we thought about it...j/k
(214) Who's your second family? derellas, faclis
(215) Do you always feel understood? no, i find it hard expressing my ideas to people, its easier when i write
(216) Who's the loudest friend? me lol<---nick wrote that and i agree
(217) Do you trust others easily? yes
(218) ???? - om is the bow, the soul is the arrow, nirvana is the target, aim your bow carefully and soon it will be revieved
(219) Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: kiersten, when we are together i feel nothing in the world is wrong
(220) Do your friends know you? oh god no, those bastard commies arent going to probe MY brain *rolls eyes*
(221) Friend that lives farthest away: my friend lucas lives in sweden

- - - - -
LOVE, and all that
- - - - -
(222) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? i got sad
(225) Do you consider love a mistake? not at all
(226) What do you find romantic? i dont know...uh long walks on the beach?
(227) Turn-on? amazing eyes
(228) Turn-off? smokers/druggies
(229) First kiss? tammy smith
(231) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? hahahahahha OMG you wanna date ME hahahaha how much acid have you been trippin on?
(232) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"? i perfer being friends first
(233) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? indeed
235) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? dont tell anyone but i have a major crush on a blue alien
(236) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? no
(237) What is best about the opposite sex? many things
(238) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? periods...ouch *puts ice on slapped face*
(245) Do you read porn? you dont READ porn idiot, but i must admit, i do sometimes.
(246) Read the articles? never had a magazine
(247) Just the pics? mostly shotime or shit like that, and pics
(248) What's the last present someone gave you? a kick ass mug from starbucks
(257) Are you in love? yes
(258) Do you consider your significant other hot? i dont know if id call her my significant other anymore, but hot is the underrstatement of what she is
(264) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl
standing on the sidewalk? hide...or maybe get on the other side of the street because id feel so low.
- - - - -
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
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(279) That haunted you? chels..i feel so bad
(280) You wanted to kill? peace bro, peace
(281) That you laughed at? my mom
(282) That laughed at you? holly dunn
(283) That turned you on? actually no.
(284) You went shopping with? driving instructor in drivers ed 2 weeks ago
(285) That broke your heart? i broke my own damn heart by being so gay to kiersten
(286) To disappoint you? my mom forgot to wash my shoes...im disappointed
(287) To ask you out? not applicable since i am a guy
(288) To make you cry? kiersten
(289) To brighten up your day? reel big fish
(290) That you thought about? i think of kiersten alot
(291) You saw a movie with? uhh my friend drew like 3 months ago
(292) You talked to on the phone? dead bob marley, (i wanted to know what talking to him would be like so i immitated is voice and talked to myself) haha
(293) You talked to through IM/ICQ? actually now i am talking to kaelin
(294) You saw? my sister
(295) You lost? my keys

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RIGHT THIS MOMENT...
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(337) Are you going out? tomorrow night im going to a LAN party, does it count
(338) Will it be with your significant other? hell no, this si a NERD gathering
(339) Or some random person? stop asking please
(340) What are you wearing right now? tight jeans (all there was) white spiked belt, coheed&cambria shirt a tan sportcoat, and kungfu shoes.
(341) Body-part you're touching right now: ooh my hand is slowly moving up my leg... actually im touching my extended body part, THE KEYBOARD
(342) What are you worried about right now? being able to do all my homework
(343) What book are you reading? alice in wonderland & through the looking glass by lewis carrol, 2 of my favorite books (the movies killed it)
(344) What's on your mousepad? the beatles yellow submarine with little floaty characters and stuff.
(345) Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: tired, procrastinatory, hungry, calm, and hor...i mean happy! lol
(346) Are you bored? yes
(347) Are you tired? yes
(348) Are you talking to anyone online? i was but i put an away message on
(349) Are you talking to anyone on the phone? no
(350) Are you lonely or content? i feel lonley
(351) Are you listening to music? ska as always

well there you have it.

brighton_ride @ 2004-01-25T13:35:00

2004-01-25T19:43:51Z

wow, I am azazed by how happy ska makes me. it doesnt matter how extrememly depressed I am at that stage in my existance, but I pop in cheer up and start feeling like there is nothing in the world that could bring me down.

well this weekend definately kicked ass. when i was awake anyways, ahaha im still haveing creepy psycho sad dreams all the time. anyway, will came down and we played paintball and watched Battle Royale on ym new surround sound system in the basement, woooo hoooo that was awesome. also this morning we went to waffle house and i had a triple order of my frikin favorite food (that clogs my arteries so ill die when im 50 of a heart attack) but oh well.

I think somebody loved me once
I think somebody loved me once
I think somebody loved me once,
but I can not remember why

brighton_ride @ 2004-01-20T15:07:00

2004-01-20T21:16:13Z

so i sit here hating dashboard confessional and the fact that i have no punk rock fashion sense. should've put me in a ska band you morons.

i seriously hate everything right now. i know, i know, you don't care and we are all probably plugged into some matrix like dream world, but still i cant find a haven. too much wrong and strife in this place, and too much sorrow in the place i love. i can not go back.

there's a snowflake on my window laughing at me because even though it snowed like crazy, the kids still go to school and I am the lucky one who gets to walk home while it turns to slush.

remember, every one is under law

brighton_ride @ 2004-01-20T15:06:00

2004-01-20T21:07:00Z

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Band Name	Dashboard Confessional
Role	Guitarist
Trademark	Punk Rock Fashion Sense
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brighton_ride @ 2004-01-17T21:03:00

2004-01-18T03:06:24Z

so all thats left is me and getting out of their business.

an insignificant reminder to you all that where one person falls, another is lifted up.

brighton_ride @ 2004-01-14T17:26:00

2004-01-14T23:27:19Z

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brighton_ride @ 2004-01-11T16:49:00

2004-01-11T22:57:46Z

im so confused. i feel so out of it. i dont even know who i am anymore. i dont even understand people anymore.

carter slept over last night, and we drove up to kelly's in his '66 mustang to her NFL titans party. it was ok except i got a huge migrane while carter was pimpin. god i felt so horrible. at least kelly gave me some asprin. she was really nice to me last night. i dono why anyone should think of being so nice to someone like me.

on a different note, im sick of everyone and war. im sick of all the money we spend to kill, and im sick of seeing our tax dollars sent to no avail. in the year 2000, the united nations made a list of goals (http://www.un.org/millenniumgoals/) called the millennium development goals, to bring peace to our world and to better the wellfare of humanity as a whole. why dont our efforts go into this? when we go and kill kill, who benefits from this? maybe two or three nations? but imagine all the world as a nation united. imagine AIDS gone. Imagine, though you all try to put it out it out of your minds, all those starving people everywhere who have no food, but do have weapons. automatic rifles. when we put this before humanity, we are only a virus. a virus thatr has infested ourselves and the planet we were blessed with. we need change. As Kofi put it, " we dont need more promises, we need to keep the promises we have already made"

brighton_ride @ 2004-01-08T21:54:00

2004-01-09T03:55:36Z

im going crazy.

brighton_ride @ 2004-01-05T17:19:00

2004-01-05T23:27:10Z

well it is my last day of freedom. i played paintball for 5 hours today and that was fun. those kids were stupid.

im seriously hoping this year is a good one
(and it will be because ill be able to drive) hehehe

then youll find me in florida much more

i think right now that i am being hacked
and this is beginning to scare me.
never playing counter strike for computer again. not unless its LAN

<IMG SRC="I KILL YOU!!!"

brighton_ride @ 2004-01-04T15:33:00

2004-01-04T21:42:39Z

so i went to florida. and new years kicked ass. we did that streaking thing from oldschool, and by we i mean me lang pedro and 5 million other people. langs a cool kid. nicks house kicked assssss. props to nick. i feel oh so bad about not being able to see kiersten. that was definately in my plans but nobodys parents would. kelly wanted to chill to but that was also crossed off by the magic marker of oppression (not being able to drive dammit). sorry kell. but unfortunately most of the things i feared the most are true. wether id like them not to be or whatever. peace is something that cannot be obtained. people are beings that cant see where they are going. and i myself do not know what to think about anything. so far everything just seems to be falling apart. and now the break is over and its back to the humdrum routine that life brings about. every day another thing hanging over my head a la carte and i cant stop myself from taking this. im just glad i dont live in seattle.

concluding the story was my flight home. not so bad. i read a kick ass book by lewis carrol alice and her adventures in wonderland and through the looking glass and what she found there. very good. it gets 2 thumbs way way up/.

i only wish that things could go back to the way they were.

brighton_ride @ 2003-12-22T14:47:00

2003-12-22T20:48:20Z

brighton_ride @ 2003-12-20T23:16:00

2003-12-21T05:24:02Z

isnt it funny? you hear a phone ring and it could be anybody. but a ringing phone has to be answered, doesnt it? I am a walking cliche. But I am someone who enjoys watching you. and i am making the rules now. you are guilty of inhumanity to your fellow man. i have a highly telescopic image review... now what type of object would have a highly telecopic sight mounted on it? a 30 caliber bolt action 700 with a carbon-1 modification and a state of the art tactical scope, and its staring right at you. from here the exit wound would be the size of a small tangerine. and if you leave this phone booth, i will kill you.

brighton_ride @ 2003-12-20T14:29:00

2003-12-20T20:32:01Z

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brighton_ride @ 2003-12-19T23:15:00

2003-12-20T05:27:13Z

finally exams are over and winter break is here!!!! woo hoo. you know, now i am going to take this time to rant. and if you have no clue what an MMORPG or MMOG is in the first place, you may want to scroll down because ill probably say something relavent down dere.

Well anyways, I am pissed off at MMOPRGs. I hate paying monthly costs and yes, this is very evil. They DO have to pay their employees, but there has to be a better way than pissing me off with monthly payments. I WANT TO PLAYYYYYY NOT PAYYYYYY...blah. Well anyway FFXI is looking very good to me right about now...but...uinfortunately...MONTHLY CRAPPPPPPP. we will now conclude the rant. If you want a better rant, please read battle royale by kaushin takami (not the gay ass comic shit but the actual GOOD book)

well here is the relavence i promised you...uhm...oh yes. Soon. I. Will. Be.In. FLORIDA!!. only for 2 weeks though. that DOES sadden me. d'oh. boom boom shalaba waba ding dong, ok Mmmm buh bye.

brighton_ride @ 2003-12-14T10:21:00

2003-12-14T16:30:03Z

So we've finally captured Saddam. I'm not too sure how i feel about that. All I want is peace. But peace doesn't exist. It never has and never will. Even when we think we are bringing peace, we kill. We can sit around and watch things explode and people die and say, "serves them right" but we don't have that authority. No one does. We think we have power, but we do not. We think we have purpose, but we do not. All we have is ignorance. An ignorance that drives us to reap the blood we did not sow. An ignorance that causes man to become virus. It causes us to see a man die and not think about anything but "his evil". Why should we be able to kill eachother and then smile about it? It doesn't matter how horrible we may think the people are. They think the same of us. As long as we exist we will kill eachother. This is inevitable. Inevitability is a battle. And even though this battle may take my life, I won't be afraid.

brighton_ride @ 2003-12-12T17:12:00

2003-12-12T23:13:58Z

sometimes days are good and today kicked ass.

brighton_ride @ 2003-12-10T17:14:00

2003-12-10T23:22:10Z

today...i found a metal bat on the sidewalk. and so i took it. and now i am in the mafia. only not. but i can play baseball. even though i could before. ok new subject.

kelly told me my entires are wierd, sort of in code. wow i didnt know my semi-emotional rambling, and "im tired and this is what is incoherently coming out of my mouth right now" style was a code but hey anything for the tiny marshmallows in the lucky charm box.

something funny happened in math...or maybe it was english class...today. we were all pissed off because we didnt want to strain our brains doing some sort of buisy work. so the teacher goes, "blah blah blah blha how do you blah?" and i say, "roll a d20" so stephen did, and then i said, "oops you rolled a 3 so you cut your own arm off...just be thankful you missed your balls." no that didnt actually happen but that would be funny if it did.

so this ska stuff...its good.

uhh

dont

speak

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rhymes.
now